orange pekoe
Okay, so I got $20 in lucky money for Chinese New Year yesterday from Mama and Yeye. I've been working on this ficlet series called "Orange Pekoe" for about two/three days now, and it's source for inspiration is NANA. I'm on episode 29/30. I find myself relating a lot to Hachi.
Also, my dad's been with this girl for the past few days. Her name is Nicole. Hmmm. Makes mah hmms go a hmming. hmm hmm hmmmm.
I've been drinking a fuckload of tea lately. Yeye let me have my own tin of orange pekoe, and I've been drinking almost nonstop. Peeing a lot, too xD
Recently discovered 'Jack Riot'. Go listen to her. She's cool.
i can hear them talking but i don't know what they're saying. they've been talking for a long time now. what could they be talking about? i can't possibly hear the words unless my door's open, but that's a bit suspicious. what could they be talking about?
"shhh. not so loud; she might hear." fuck you.
I feel kind of left out now. But it's only natural. I mean, I always push my dad away, right? He must have been lonely while at home. Now he has Nicole to keep him company, so he's not lonely anymore. He can't possibly forget about me, though. I am his only child, after all. But just because I am, that doesn't mean I have a secure existence here. I mean, money wise. And attention wise.
Most women want attention from their loved ones. We're only human. Men probably do, too. I did say I support his readmittance into the dating scene, but that was out of disbelief. Who was I kidding? He worked his butt of for this, so I should be happy.
Well, I don't doubt her infatuation in my dad, I doubt her likeness for me. I am a still growing teen. I want my attention, I want my money. As long as he can still provide me with these two things, I can be content with him having a girlfriend.
In a sweet, sweet orange, lies a bitter seed that is so strong it corrupts the whole taste.
Also, my dad's been with this girl for the past few days. Her name is Nicole. Hmmm. Makes mah hmms go a hmming. hmm hmm hmmmm.
I've been drinking a fuckload of tea lately. Yeye let me have my own tin of orange pekoe, and I've been drinking almost nonstop. Peeing a lot, too xD
Recently discovered 'Jack Riot'. Go listen to her. She's cool.
i can hear them talking but i don't know what they're saying. they've been talking for a long time now. what could they be talking about? i can't possibly hear the words unless my door's open, but that's a bit suspicious. what could they be talking about?
"shhh. not so loud; she might hear." fuck you.
I feel kind of left out now. But it's only natural. I mean, I always push my dad away, right? He must have been lonely while at home. Now he has Nicole to keep him company, so he's not lonely anymore. He can't possibly forget about me, though. I am his only child, after all. But just because I am, that doesn't mean I have a secure existence here. I mean, money wise. And attention wise.
Most women want attention from their loved ones. We're only human. Men probably do, too. I did say I support his readmittance into the dating scene, but that was out of disbelief. Who was I kidding? He worked his butt of for this, so I should be happy.
Well, I don't doubt her infatuation in my dad, I doubt her likeness for me. I am a still growing teen. I want my attention, I want my money. As long as he can still provide me with these two things, I can be content with him having a girlfriend.
In a sweet, sweet orange, lies a bitter seed that is so strong it corrupts the whole taste.