Apr 05, 2005 12:06
Let see, I have nothing better to do, so I thought I would update. Countdown! Let see 6 days untill my birthday, only 15 more days of class *party*. I just need school to be over, I find this sad, that I can't even make it to April anymore, I mean if I was in high school I would still have a long way to go. I'm ready to be home, in my house, away from my peers. I'm tired of going to class, getting dressed at 9 o'clock, and walking to class. I'm even having doubts about going into nursing. I'm not sure this is something I want to do anymore. But the things that I want to do, doesn't pay any money (I don't think). I'm really missing my Japanese, and the people who are in the program, are some of the nicest people, they just accepeted me right away. I'm not saying other people are not accepeting, just not as quickly (blah blah)
Lets talk about something positive, I go a hair cut, and I actully like it. *happy* I like the girl who did it too, I think I'm going to go back to her. I think I look different (for people who haven't seen me in a while) I have strait hair (sometimes) and no glasses (contacts) I think I have lost some weigh. I think I'm the same old goofy Sarah, always trying to get a laugh. I think trying to make people laugh is one of my downfalls too, like I'm trying to hard. Oh well all I want is friends, some one who will laugh with me, and enjoy the things I do, someone who would just push me, so that I can push them back. There are some of you out there, and you mean the world to me! *tear*
~Sarah~