5 weeks and counting
It's coming down to the wire.
Only about 5 weeks 'till graduation.
Anyone who wants to come to my graduation party (family and friends...please behave), is invited, its on May 14. I don't know what time yet, but it will be catered and there will be ice cream cake - the cake itself should be worth a drop-in. It would mean a lot to me anyway.
School...3 more assignments to go. 2 interviews so far, with nothing presenting itself that interests me yet. Oh well, I have plenty of time I guess.
Daddy is broke. What a dipshit. He barely made the rent on time. I know I should be thankful, but I just can't find it in my heart to feel sorry for his being broke, when he's the proud new owner of an $800,000 house on Lake Washington. Can you blame me? Which leads me to...
Wedding plans are kind of at a stand still. Dad still owes me half of what he said he would give - which is what I am depending on (to say the least). Not too much I can do right now anyway, except getting things lined up. I think Alyssa and I are going to look at the dress on Saturday. She and Scotty are coming over to play video games/get wasted. We sound like such dorks.
Tonight's plans are to Walmart for groceries. What fun.
I have been doing quite a bit of dream interpretation for myself in the past couple of weeks. My supervisor at work gave me some good tools to use for finding meaning in them. They say dreams are your subconscious trying to tell you something, so I figured maybe that part of my brain should be listened to since it probably knows me better than I do. Still unsure about how much stock to really put on it though. I have recurring dreams related to shame.
I have become a procrastinator (sp?) of sorts in these last few weeks. I just can't find it in myself to put forth any effort when I already know I am pretty much guaranteed A's. Hope I didn't speak too soon.
Hope all is well with everyone. I wish I knew how to post photos here, I'd put one up of the puppy and other interesting parts of my life.
But I think you may have to have a paid account to have access to that sort of thing.
Only about 5 weeks 'till graduation.
Anyone who wants to come to my graduation party (family and friends...please behave), is invited, its on May 14. I don't know what time yet, but it will be catered and there will be ice cream cake - the cake itself should be worth a drop-in. It would mean a lot to me anyway.
School...3 more assignments to go. 2 interviews so far, with nothing presenting itself that interests me yet. Oh well, I have plenty of time I guess.
Daddy is broke. What a dipshit. He barely made the rent on time. I know I should be thankful, but I just can't find it in my heart to feel sorry for his being broke, when he's the proud new owner of an $800,000 house on Lake Washington. Can you blame me? Which leads me to...
Wedding plans are kind of at a stand still. Dad still owes me half of what he said he would give - which is what I am depending on (to say the least). Not too much I can do right now anyway, except getting things lined up. I think Alyssa and I are going to look at the dress on Saturday. She and Scotty are coming over to play video games/get wasted. We sound like such dorks.
Tonight's plans are to Walmart for groceries. What fun.
I have been doing quite a bit of dream interpretation for myself in the past couple of weeks. My supervisor at work gave me some good tools to use for finding meaning in them. They say dreams are your subconscious trying to tell you something, so I figured maybe that part of my brain should be listened to since it probably knows me better than I do. Still unsure about how much stock to really put on it though. I have recurring dreams related to shame.
I have become a procrastinator (sp?) of sorts in these last few weeks. I just can't find it in myself to put forth any effort when I already know I am pretty much guaranteed A's. Hope I didn't speak too soon.
Hope all is well with everyone. I wish I knew how to post photos here, I'd put one up of the puppy and other interesting parts of my life.
But I think you may have to have a paid account to have access to that sort of thing.