its that time again

[etherealaria]

and once again i feel extreamly restless

i dont know what to do with myself

i know what i would LIKE to do

but becuase what i want to do is either

illigal or just a bad idea.

poo face.

on top of that i am really mad at my "friends"

some people i know are suppose to go with my

friend to her house and i wasn't told anything

about it.

i wasnt told about it

the only way i found is

someone who lives in my house told me she was going

i mean one of my friends is going

and they gong to another one fo my friends house

u know u should think i would hear about it

but now tha ti am thinking about ti a little more

i realize that if they had asked me to come

i probably would have and not wanted to go the entire time

also there is probably gonna be a lot of lesbians hook ups

and the drama that is created by those relationships

i mean i would have liked them to TELL ME

if i was planing on going on a trip

i would have totally told all my friends

but then again i didnt ask.

pooo friendships are soo confusing

and im so friggin restless

gah

this is not the best start ot my fall break.

but i am determined that it will turned to be awesome!