what ifs...
u know those points in ur life
where u know if u went back and did it again
it's possible that your ENTIRE LIFE after that point would change
i am in an UBBER contemplative mood today
i think its cuz of some dreams i had last night
about this guy... yeah anywho
so it had me going on a memory trip
oh and some girl at school posted about diddy reise, u know the cookies...
and then i was looking at pictures and stuff
anywho i was thinking about this one point in my life
it was in 7th grade, ms. atkinson's class
Spanish 1
i sat over by the window, and amy and ana sat behind me
and brandon smith and denis sat to my left
and that year we all got to be pretty close in the left hand corner
in the back
by the windows
well brandon and denis were always talking about girls
i think i learned most of what i knew about boy-girl relationships at that time
from them
anywho they were talking about brandon being broken up with i dont know who
maybe libeth or something
and he was thinking about getting another girlfriend
he had been talking about how he had already gone through all the girls
and he didnt want to recycle
and then i dont remember the transition but he turns and asks me if i would go out with him
i remember saying no quickly
and giving him a look that said he had to be kidding
i mean i knew how he treated girls and talked about them
but what if i had said yes...
besides having had a boyfriend
how would my life be diffrent?
would i still have the same friends from LACES?
maybe
would i have gone to the highschool parties with that group?
i dont think so
but i will never know.
btw the hot man in the conner name is Javier de Migule
he's a gucci model
and he's mine
that one instant could have defined my entire highschool expierence
it might have also defined my entier romantic life (or lack there of)
just something to think about
where u know if u went back and did it again
it's possible that your ENTIRE LIFE after that point would change
i am in an UBBER contemplative mood today
i think its cuz of some dreams i had last night
about this guy... yeah anywho
so it had me going on a memory trip
oh and some girl at school posted about diddy reise, u know the cookies...
and then i was looking at pictures and stuff
anywho i was thinking about this one point in my life
it was in 7th grade, ms. atkinson's class
Spanish 1
i sat over by the window, and amy and ana sat behind me
and brandon smith and denis sat to my left
and that year we all got to be pretty close in the left hand corner
in the back
by the windows
well brandon and denis were always talking about girls
i think i learned most of what i knew about boy-girl relationships at that time
from them
anywho they were talking about brandon being broken up with i dont know who
maybe libeth or something
and he was thinking about getting another girlfriend
he had been talking about how he had already gone through all the girls
and he didnt want to recycle
and then i dont remember the transition but he turns and asks me if i would go out with him
i remember saying no quickly
and giving him a look that said he had to be kidding
i mean i knew how he treated girls and talked about them
but what if i had said yes...
besides having had a boyfriend
how would my life be diffrent?
would i still have the same friends from LACES?
maybe
would i have gone to the highschool parties with that group?
i dont think so
but i will never know.
btw the hot man in the conner name is Javier de Migule
he's a gucci model
and he's mine
that one instant could have defined my entire highschool expierence
it might have also defined my entier romantic life (or lack there of)
just something to think about