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It seems as if I am caught in mid-air. I definatly do not have my feet on the ground. I don't know what to plan for the future, what to expect. My heart hasn't hurt like this in months. But I am not flying off into space. I do have some self-control this time around, and I am not making a fool of myself, though I feel a bit foolish.
These days I try to read. I take long drives and chainsmoke. Ive been getting better with my sleep schedule. Ive bitten off my nails. I work and try to be outside as much as possible, walking along all of the plants and flowers looking at the sky, finding some peace.
These days I try to read. I take long drives and chainsmoke. Ive been getting better with my sleep schedule. Ive bitten off my nails. I work and try to be outside as much as possible, walking along all of the plants and flowers looking at the sky, finding some peace.