Jul 16, 2006 12:20
Okay, so I know I've been gone for a while, but that's because I keep getting myself grounded. I mean, yeah, of course it's gonna happen if all I do is stay home. Why? Three conditions:
1) No friends
2) No money
3) No life...
I've got a job now so I'm working on that no money thing. But the other two...kinda hard to fix. Ever since I left Cathedral, my life went further down the tubes. And I've tried, but I can't find a way to get it back.
And worst of all, I've been feeling lonely...a lot. I'm back to crying myself to sleep at night or not even sleeping at all because all I can do is think. I've let myself go, and it's like it wouldn't make a difference whether I were dead or not.