i've been "dis"sed

[ethereal_dream]

slc was rather an exhuberating expirenece.
yet i still feel
dis
-appointed
-gruntled
-illusioned
-engaged
-satisfied
-functional
-embodied
-membered
-stressed
-contorted
-proportionate
-graced
although i wish to live with few regrets, i cannot help but feel loathe about a potential brilliance which i ungracefully allowed to pass. perhaps another succulent hand will be dealt.
nonetheless, with this soul act, an inkwell has burst, leaving me confused, yet awkwardly needy. i also have a mushrooming feeling that i will never be free.
the aforementioned paragraph has pertience to two subjects.

storms are beautiful and enchanting.