Mar 21, 2009 17:10
So this is it..
1 week of solace with no family members around,
I spent it sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.
I skipped gym. I skipped work. I skipped the routine that used to govern my life.
It's almost as if I went back to the days where I just kept sleeping; not wanting to wake up and face reality.
I know this state of mind.
It's vaguely familiar
In fact,
It's very familiar.
It was when I found out about the truth and I chose to sleep and stay ignorant about everything that went on in this world.
But I woke up yesterday,
I smacked myself out of bed and realised that I had to do something about it before it goes out of hand again.
And so, I started cleaning the house.
I did 4 loads of laundry, cleaned and mopped the floor and attempted to finish up some ironing.
It's not easy being a housewife I must say.
But I guess a glass of wine won't hurt this celebration of my awakening