Chocolate and Lovely Spice
School tomarrow, again. Nothing much to report on today. Got a meeting with my accountant for my taxes at 7:00 tomarrow. Don't want to go because that German bastard picks a part my finances with a fine-tooth comb and it takes three damn hours to do it. Soooo boring! Dad's pissing and moaning about Grandma again. I'd wish she would just pass on already. I know that sounds a little harsh considering my grandma is a really great person. But she has been in so much pain from her arthritis for nearly 40 years. Why she just doesn't just give up so she wouldn't hurt so badly everyday, I have no idea. That doesn't make her a strong woman. She was one twenty years ago. Now she just a mess. Its really sad.
I had a dream about sleeping in a coffin. Not like I was dead, or a vampire, but it was really comfortable. I was taken care of by a beautiful lady with dark brown hair. She was singing while putting out the flowers and putting on my tie. Why was I wearing a tie? This doesn't seem like the appropriate time for a business meeting. I pushed her away and she just grabbed me and gave me a big hug. She was still singing, and I tried asking her what was going on? She just smiled, gave me a rose. Then walked away. So I sat up, got out of my bed, and walked outside. It was such a beautiful day. Why wasn't there more people out here to enjoy this? Not a cloud in the sky, just a cool summer breeze blowing through the stones. I breathed in deep, loosened the tie and went for a walk. So sunny! This didn't seem right, but I continued walking. As I passed the many tombstones, I noticed a lot of the names. Names of my ancestors, names of my past friends. I continued walking, whistling the song that the girl with long dark brown hair was singing. I got to the gate and closed my eyes. The lady wrapped her arms around me, then put her hand through my hair and around my neck. Then whispered, "Welcome to Subsistence." I mearly replied, "Continuance or Subjugation?" She squeezed me and replied, "Continuance for now, the control of the unified is left for those fitting of the ideal." I was a key. A key for a door to something. That was what she was telling me. I could never be a leader, only a starter never a finisher. I would burn up after my service was over. That was why I was in Subsistence. The lady let go of me, grabbed my hand and led me back to the Monolith where I had come from. That's when I woke up.
I have very weird dreams. Maybe I need to stop drinking Wild Cherry Pepsi before I go to bed. Wouldn't you agree? hahaha
~Brehnt
I had a dream about sleeping in a coffin. Not like I was dead, or a vampire, but it was really comfortable. I was taken care of by a beautiful lady with dark brown hair. She was singing while putting out the flowers and putting on my tie. Why was I wearing a tie? This doesn't seem like the appropriate time for a business meeting. I pushed her away and she just grabbed me and gave me a big hug. She was still singing, and I tried asking her what was going on? She just smiled, gave me a rose. Then walked away. So I sat up, got out of my bed, and walked outside. It was such a beautiful day. Why wasn't there more people out here to enjoy this? Not a cloud in the sky, just a cool summer breeze blowing through the stones. I breathed in deep, loosened the tie and went for a walk. So sunny! This didn't seem right, but I continued walking. As I passed the many tombstones, I noticed a lot of the names. Names of my ancestors, names of my past friends. I continued walking, whistling the song that the girl with long dark brown hair was singing. I got to the gate and closed my eyes. The lady wrapped her arms around me, then put her hand through my hair and around my neck. Then whispered, "Welcome to Subsistence." I mearly replied, "Continuance or Subjugation?" She squeezed me and replied, "Continuance for now, the control of the unified is left for those fitting of the ideal." I was a key. A key for a door to something. That was what she was telling me. I could never be a leader, only a starter never a finisher. I would burn up after my service was over. That was why I was in Subsistence. The lady let go of me, grabbed my hand and led me back to the Monolith where I had come from. That's when I woke up.
I have very weird dreams. Maybe I need to stop drinking Wild Cherry Pepsi before I go to bed. Wouldn't you agree? hahaha
~Brehnt