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[etherbinge]

hey those of you who read my blog like good children. I just wanted to put it out there, that my internet was dead, then i got it back and a day later my computer crashed. so. i'm not sure that anyone who reads this didnt know that already, but just in case, here you go. i'm still alive. i still hate myself/life/everything. but i'm still breathing. i've managed to find a way to love again and it's so amazing. i like my new picture. yes i'm conceited. but god i love it. very high highs and super low lows are driving me. and i may hate it, but shockingly i've found hope. i may get better soon. i'm hoping i don't mess up. he's amazing. i'm amazed.
well, i miss myspace and livejournal and i miss being a lame viawentztop kid but oh well. hopes for a new computer around christmas. or lack thereof. oh rambling. yes.

xoxoxoxo
raleigh