happiness?

[ether_ryath]

maybe i think to much in a perfect sense. i guess. i dont know why. but happiness to me is something so fragile that even a breath could kill it. well, heres some rantings for all you fans of mine. it seems that the norm for the past few days has been to call jon stupid. ha ha. why is that? why do people constantly talk down to me? what the fuck did i do? what the fuck is your problem. i have never been insulted so much in the past few days since i was in fucking elementary school. i remember fighting those bastards until they stopped. audry keeps asking me about shannon. what the fuck? why the fuck do you care about someone who really doesn't like you? what? you wanna leave wayne for her too? shit then. i am doomed never to have a significant other i guess. lol. i went to the kitchen club tonight and saw an old high school friend of mine there. christina. andrew's ex gf. she had just gotten back from the military and she didnt look all that different than what i remember and she still remembered my name too! whats even more un-fucking-believable was that i remembered hers too! shes cool. hmm, more rantings? jon miss shannon. jon love shannon. jon muah shannon. alright thats enough of the mushy stuff. back to the rants. arrg i am a pirate. i downloaded so many movies that i cant even watch them all. lol. im gonna go download some more in a second. mike would probably say "NOOOOOO!" and die of a heart attack. lol. hmmm. star ocean is finally beginning to lift off of the mutha fuckin ground. ummm. jon miss shannon. wait! theres more! for all you lesbian lovers out there you should be jealous of me! i saw a bunch of lesbos at this club tonight. it really didnt look all that good to me. they were all sweaty and shit. not like in porn where they look all nice and clean. mmmm shannon. lol. heres something funny. first ask yourself this. how could you marry a person you have never even met face to face? other than russian brides, little cuban girls named audry are doing it today! call now while supplies last! man thats some funny shit. lol. supposedly she says she is already married in her eyes because she doesnt want anything more to do with any one else. lol. im no sigmund freus, but audry is a little on the nympho side. wayne is like 300 miles away. shes at college going to parties getting drunk. lol. lets see her fidelity now! this is gonna blow up in both of their faces, and you know who is gonna be called after she and wayne are caput? me. shes gonna call me and say how she is so sorry about throwing me away and shell probably ask me to be with her once again. ill say no because i have shannon. someone who wont throw me away like yesterdays garbage. mmm. jon love shannon. well ok thats enough rantings for now i go sleep now. peace world dont kill too much without me? lol. just kidding. muah shannon. bye bye

-Jon Boy
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