The Constant Lover
My lover grows ever wary of my dieting. He actually said to me yesterday "I don't like how you've been fasting recently". I didn't think he'd notice my lack solid-food consumption if I always had a mug of tea or broth on the go. That was pretty naive of me, I suppose. Now I have to make a point of eating something in front of him whenever we're both at home and awake.
I wish I didn't have to be such a sneak. My man is my heart, and I feel like I'm betraying him by doing something that I know he doesn't approve of. I'm afraid of him knowing the truth, though. I know he'd beg me to stop my self-destructive behavior, and I'm just not ready to face the music yet.
I wish I didn't have to be such a sneak. My man is my heart, and I feel like I'm betraying him by doing something that I know he doesn't approve of. I'm afraid of him knowing the truth, though. I know he'd beg me to stop my self-destructive behavior, and I'm just not ready to face the music yet.