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Jun 19, 2009 10:09

Alot has been going on,

I have to prove independence for fin aid because my mother has already threatened me in the past that if i just move out she wont help me out with verification; so i need two letters one from a counselor, and another from a legal advocate and one from me and a statement of how much i get in foodstamps. Then im good to go i dont need her for anything and ill get a shitload more in financial aid

i went to my first decent interview and i fucked up on it, i was sick as a dog when i went.

although it is a mixed feeling because i realized i am actually worth decent work that i dont have to stay at pathmark, and my resume as of now speaks for itself.

im in love with my new boyfriend and he is with me, and this is always always always the scary part of a relationship for me
he is technically still a virgin which has the plot thickening a bit and i keep wondering if ill just wind up the person that lets that genie out of the bottle, you know..the asshole genie...ill grant you three orgasms then cease to give a shit genie.
he is the best kisser ive ever had and well...its really weird there is alot of chemistry i didnt even expect because i wasnt even technically attracted to him when i first met him.

he is sweet....and he feeds me and takes care of me when im sick.

stop.
here.
now reread that last sentence.

now i will repeat and rewrite

he takes care of me when im sick.

he travels 3 hours on the train to spend 10 minutes with me after work
he travels here to hang out and spent time with me instead of letting me travel over there so i can make it home on time.
A couple times i went over there and it was amazing..

i dont know...
eases open lid...

i feel like opening this bottle...

I really want to open that bottle...

someone tell me why i shouldn't let this genie out of this bottle...




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