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You feel so terribly far away. Distant, in every aspect of the word. There shouldn't be this constant waiting for the next time I see you; this giant, pregnant pause between each moment is excruciating. I'm holding my breathe so tight just waiting that I feel like I'm drowning; everything is so precariously held together in my mind right now. If I say something, if I exhale, everything is going to fall to pieces.