hey! remember me?
i
have
a
horrible
new
obsession.
the spill canvas
so ya,
life is good now.
i got my acceptance letter from valporaiso.
i was hoping that when that came in the mail,
that maybe this whole college thing would hit me...
nope!
still am not convinced that i am going to college.
i'm only siiixteen!
its all so weird to me!
school otherwise is good
i am not terribly happy with my "friends"
no one specific
not at all
its nothing like that
i just don't quite fit in.
no one understands why i don't
drink and smoke,
and i honestly don't even care to explain it to them
i don't like to be the one like trying to justify why i don't
because then i feel like i am talking down to them
and its me trying to tell them why THEY shouldn't.
well at least thats how people perceive it.
when really, i am just telling them why I don't do it.
the worst is how cool it is
when other people are "edge"
but, me, i'm just a loser.
oh well.
i can't wait till i'm 30.
emily and i were discussing this.
30 will be great.
out of college
finally working, as a vet
no drama
no pettiness
no one pressuring me to smoke with them.
ah, the teenage years.
gotta love them !
i am so obsessed with this song.
it's not even funny.
but i'm so tired
off to bed now.
got church in the morning.
kidZone. yippee
i am so sick of doing it every week
i am the only volunteer who does it every week.
i'm going to ask julie for one week off.
i at least deserve that much.
thank you and goodnight.
have
a
horrible
new
obsession.
the spill canvas
so ya,
life is good now.
i got my acceptance letter from valporaiso.
i was hoping that when that came in the mail,
that maybe this whole college thing would hit me...
nope!
still am not convinced that i am going to college.
i'm only siiixteen!
its all so weird to me!
school otherwise is good
i am not terribly happy with my "friends"
no one specific
not at all
its nothing like that
i just don't quite fit in.
no one understands why i don't
drink and smoke,
and i honestly don't even care to explain it to them
i don't like to be the one like trying to justify why i don't
because then i feel like i am talking down to them
and its me trying to tell them why THEY shouldn't.
well at least thats how people perceive it.
when really, i am just telling them why I don't do it.
the worst is how cool it is
when other people are "edge"
but, me, i'm just a loser.
oh well.
i can't wait till i'm 30.
emily and i were discussing this.
30 will be great.
out of college
finally working, as a vet
no drama
no pettiness
no one pressuring me to smoke with them.
ah, the teenage years.
gotta love them !
i am so obsessed with this song.
it's not even funny.
but i'm so tired
off to bed now.
got church in the morning.
kidZone. yippee
i am so sick of doing it every week
i am the only volunteer who does it every week.
i'm going to ask julie for one week off.
i at least deserve that much.
thank you and goodnight.