'm slackin' with writing in here.

[ethanromeo]

I don't even know how to describe these past few days, all I can say is they've been amazing. Rafting trip down the Delaware River with my family, celebrating 30 days clean, first trip to the hookah bar, and then fishing with my cousin. I just keep finding more and more reasons to never use again. I fucking LOVE this life and all the people I've met. I'm still semi-afraid to come home, but I have a great network that will keep me straight. I just know that I never want to go back to how I was living. I need to ALWAYS remember how I felt that first night in detox, and my first time in a meeting. I'm finally happy, which is a great feeling.

I love my life, my REAL friends, and the Fellowship of NA. End of story.