crash
To start things off... let me tell you about my long and exciting weekend... i got out of a long day of work on friday and drove to Manchester... I spent some time with uncle Mike and showered before i went to the apartment... i had expected that Samantha and I were going to go to a movie... but things sorta changed through the course of the night and we ended up driving around before heading back to crash... it was nice to spend some alone time with sam... she is really quite talkative when there aren't alot of people around.. i really like it.. anyways.. the whole night i was planning on how and when i would ask her out... but my opportunity came and went and i pussed out(nothing new) frustrated i went back to Maine saturday thinking that i had completely blown it... I ended up having an awesome time with my family drinking(amoung other things) and playing beer pong against my mom(she won)... it was alot of fun and i passed out pretty early... not really from drinking but just from being tired... so it was quite a pleasant surprise sunday to hear that samantha was coming to maine! Kacey, Chris and I spent most of the afternoon hanging around my mom's thinking that sam would show up around 2 or 3pm..... as 4:30 rolled around we decided to meet her in portland and play at the park for a bit... we played some good tennis matches and by about 6:30 samantha had gotten off the highway in portland(yay!).... so to start off a good evening, Chris and I decided to show the girls the city we knew... a little squiring action! We took them to Coldstone, and to Bullmoose.. then we went and enjoyed some flatbread pizza.. followed by a short pier adventure... we finished the evening by driving all the way out to hollis, telling stories on the way.. when we got there though we had to go back for samantha's car... it was cool though we made it back to portland by like 10 so it was no big deal... soo we drove home.. i let chris take my car so i could ride with sam.. again looking for my chance.. but if you think that I'm a pussy.. you are again not dissapointed... i found my self sleeping pretty restlessly last night... i had some weird dreams.. i thought i had completely blown it with samantha... i had my chance and i didn't think i could ever get the courage to just ask her such a simple little question... as morning came my alarm went off... i showered and i was getting ready to leave.. i was hanging out with sam in my room just thinking about how to say it... how to put it... just to do it.. no matter what she said... and i looked at her and i heard her say it "you're such a pussy"... she knew and i knew... well i asked her and she said yes... the only thing that kept me alive today...which for me this day of work is over.. I'm far too exhausted and having a terrible day... Saturday seems soo much further away then it ever has...... but i guess i just have four more days right? here goes nothing... Atleast i finally got to do what i have been waiting far too long to do..... I'm cheesy and emo and I'm out!