To those of you who took me for dead...

[ethankj]

It is hard to believe that over 4 months ago i set out for california... life has certainly never been boring since i have been out here... everytime i turn around i have something to do. Sleep in my life has been thrown off completely! Andrew gets out of work at 6am and usually wakes me up so we often sleep irreguluarly and less then usual... i have been hanging out with different people from work as of late... Since we left the camper on july 1st and got our play in pacific beach i have found many neighbors from work... time is the only problem and there isn't enough for everything you want. Until last thursday i was feeling a little down looking less hopeful towards the future... wondering if i would ever be able to afford my own room or a place of my own and wondering how to keep up with everything around me... A little "trip" with andrew was what i needed to clear up my mind and things have been back on track and better then ever now... i Suppose the hot air can be a bit much sometimes but on those rare cloudy days its quite a treat! As summer comes i know soon it will fade into october and my birthday will come... i look forward to a long weekend in vegas... with mikki, gallagher, andrew, and the kj gang. I also hope that my visit from jimmy comes after my birthday... maybe around halloween when andrew flies home so we can get some father son time together... I still have to talk to him about it but that would be nice... i hope life on the east coast is great and everyone is enjoying some amazing weather... I am... but you're not so jealous anymore are you?

on a final note the girl situation in my life is the same it has been since i came out here.. but i'm rather having fun just hanging out and partying with everybody... life is good and i miss you all