Matthew....my baby bunny bear
My baby has been getting into my heart a bit more every day. He amazes me at times with his ability to empathize and understand me...and he doesn't ever make me feel like I'm bad for being insecure. He reassures me and lets me be afraid and then comforts me and holds me and makes me feel good again. And this goes for any little thing that might be bugging me. He's always there to snuggle me or kiss me on the cheek and call me his hunny bear. I've always been used to guys who seemed too impatient to deal with anyone else's insecurities but their own. Matt isn't like that. He's the first guy to ever treat me like I can be who I am when I'm with him and not be looked down upon for it. He really accepts all the good and all the bad...and doesn't want it any other way. I can't imagine that I ever truly thought I'd meet a guy like Matthew. Cuz I never have. No other guy I've ever been with has been like Matthew. Joey was the closest guy to come close - but, apparently he never wanted to deal with anything that wasn't easy. I'm pretty complex and very high maintenance at times. Maybe we all are in our own special ways....but, Matt loves me. That's a pretty wonderful thing. To know that someone loves you and accepts you in every facet and loves every idiosyncrisy.... just makes me wanna say "Wubbu Doo Baby Bear!!!"