Seizure last night and feelings
Had a seizure last night. I had over 8 hours of sleep and still had a seizure. Spilled coffee all over the inside of my backpack and there got all over my clothes.
Now doing laundry even though I am exhausted and my post seizure headache has never left me. Wishing had the energy to run but it is hard for me to even walk for my head is spinning.
I am angry I have seizures. The fuckers that did this to my body and spirit. I want my spirit back. I am going to fight for it. I am sick of being a victim. I have only talked about being a survivor. I want to actually live like a survivor.
This is some really hard stuff and I know it is probably why I had a seizure or just increased stress.