Light at the End of the Tunnel...(I'm Still Laughing at You)
This story's getting old
This dusty picture's growing mould
I feel trapped inside this place
If only one last time
Just you and I
Could stand here face to face
Time stands still
Every time
You come to mind
Just like
It did that day
when you chose to walk away
I'll miss you forever
I'll miss you always
Good bye is so hard
But I'll say it anyway
The silence after
this disaster
Can't keep my laughter from healing all my pain...
I had a deep conversation with Bert the other night about Craig and his stupid, childish, naive ways. I finally realize and see what I have been missing in this chaos. This whole thing with him now is just what I said before stupid and childish. I can see what he can't and something inside me was like "light bulb". I took a step back and I was like "wow, I get it all now...I see now". (If none of this is making sense to you, don't worry about it). I found a sort of light at the end of the tunnel and now nothing about Craig or any of it bothers me because I can see everything clearly. It has given me some strength and has cleared the chaos from my mind. Craig can say what he wants, but it won't bother me or stop me in anyway. I see things for what they are and I just laugh at him now because he can't and won't right now, all because he's stupid and young. So, I be happier...yay! ^_^...I can smile and it can be a true smile. He can't and won't break me, I have found peace with what I have found...(Sticks and stones, sticks and stones...hehe).
Anyway (enough about that crap), Yesterday, I went over to Bert's house and hung with him there. We went out to eat and went on a long relaxing drive I like driving like that because it relaxes me and lets me think. It was a lot of fun. Then when we got back to Bert's house, it was quite interesting. Bert's mom was as drunk as a skunk and was fucking going crazy. She was breaking things and yelling at Bert and throwing a fit. It wasn't pretty. I feel really bad for Bert and his father for having to put up with that. That woman needs help. (She interrupted our deep conversation...how dare she...grr...)
Then today, I went and hung out with Bert and Ashlee. Well, for most of the evening after work I hung with Bert. Then at like tenish, Ashlee came into the picture and we went for another relaxing drive. It was fun. We got all turned around and crap on the express way. It was entertaining. I had fun, even though it doesn't sound like it was that entertaining...hehe...but I was with people that I know care about me (not saying that certain others don't care or anything, don't mean it like that)...and that was all that mattered...^_^
This dusty picture's growing mould
I feel trapped inside this place
If only one last time
Just you and I
Could stand here face to face
Time stands still
Every time
You come to mind
Just like
It did that day
when you chose to walk away
I'll miss you forever
I'll miss you always
Good bye is so hard
But I'll say it anyway
The silence after
this disaster
Can't keep my laughter from healing all my pain...
I had a deep conversation with Bert the other night about Craig and his stupid, childish, naive ways. I finally realize and see what I have been missing in this chaos. This whole thing with him now is just what I said before stupid and childish. I can see what he can't and something inside me was like "light bulb". I took a step back and I was like "wow, I get it all now...I see now". (If none of this is making sense to you, don't worry about it). I found a sort of light at the end of the tunnel and now nothing about Craig or any of it bothers me because I can see everything clearly. It has given me some strength and has cleared the chaos from my mind. Craig can say what he wants, but it won't bother me or stop me in anyway. I see things for what they are and I just laugh at him now because he can't and won't right now, all because he's stupid and young. So, I be happier...yay! ^_^...I can smile and it can be a true smile. He can't and won't break me, I have found peace with what I have found...(Sticks and stones, sticks and stones...hehe).
Anyway (enough about that crap), Yesterday, I went over to Bert's house and hung with him there. We went out to eat and went on a long relaxing drive I like driving like that because it relaxes me and lets me think. It was a lot of fun. Then when we got back to Bert's house, it was quite interesting. Bert's mom was as drunk as a skunk and was fucking going crazy. She was breaking things and yelling at Bert and throwing a fit. It wasn't pretty. I feel really bad for Bert and his father for having to put up with that. That woman needs help. (She interrupted our deep conversation...how dare she...grr...)
Then today, I went and hung out with Bert and Ashlee. Well, for most of the evening after work I hung with Bert. Then at like tenish, Ashlee came into the picture and we went for another relaxing drive. It was fun. We got all turned around and crap on the express way. It was entertaining. I had fun, even though it doesn't sound like it was that entertaining...hehe...but I was with people that I know care about me (not saying that certain others don't care or anything, don't mean it like that)...and that was all that mattered...^_^