its all over good bye
So its all over nate is now moved in with his new girlfriend. after only a week of being together and not talking to me (before last tuesday we were working on trying to get back together) i thought things were going rather well but i was wrong obviously. Im really starting to believe he never ever loved me. I look at our wedding pictures and think about how much i truely love him and how much orion misses him...thats who orion thinks is his dad...what am i supose to tell my son now? do you think he cares??? NO hes to busy fucking this whore. ITS NOT FAIR. HES MINE. MY HUSBAND MY HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!! i want to die. i want to die so much. i guess its really over...im so stupid its all my fault i wish i hadnt broken up with him but god i dont know i love him so much and hes never coming back....im so stupid i want to die...i will die i will die i will die. i hate myself...