I just don't care.....

[eternity06]

Right now, I don't know if anyone reads this thing, and right now, I kind of just don't care either. It's one of those feelings where you know that someone is probably going to say that they do and everything, but then they're just going to diappear right back into the abyss that they had come back from just because they saw you with a bad face one day. Not like they actually care or anything. With everything that's been going through my mind, it's amazing that I haven't gone totally insane yet. I just.....I just want someone to love me, and to understand that I need something deeper. When I go into a relationship, or that I say that I love them, it's not a fun little saying that I throw around all that time. Just like a kiss, I really mean those kinds of things that come from deep within my heart. I guess it's just my own fault that my heart cares deeper than anyone else that I would like, or anyone that's my age really. They just don't understand. They don't understand that I care deeper than most, and that even that smallest thing means more to me. *sigh*....I just don't care anymore....

Forever Doubtfully Yours,
Meghan