Well....cloud 8 is more like it!
Hey all...it's me again.
I am soo tired. Both of these jobs are definitely catching up to me. *sigh* Go Martin Luther King Jr. He is letting me sleep in tomorrow. Woot Woot!
So I get a call from my friend Brian today. It was great to hear from him. I got a little frustrated though. He basically ended up proving the frustrations from my latest rant. (Read about 2 posts ago.) He calls up and basically says, so I heard from someone that you have a boyfriend and he is not Christian. He then proceeds about 15 minutes to lecture me on how he is concerned enough to say that it will bring me down and that he is undeserving of me. I guess I can see the good and bad sides of that. I asked him who told him and he refused to tell me. I sorry but that pushes a button. I wasn't the one who told him and that bothers me. It is one of my biggest pet peeves when most of the people I know talk about me. I don't even like it when I am complimented because eventually something negative always comes up. There are very few people whom I trust to bring my name into conversation and you know who you are.
My friend Sam came over last night. It was the first friend contact I have had in a long time. Her company was good. At the same time, I am so glad that God is making me depend on him more. I am learning so much in my own way from him. Kind of funny though how other people can only understand that when they are going through it precisely. Otherwise, forget it. God is the only one I have something to prove to anyways. So that doesn't bother me as much.
I noticed that I have been putting a lot of aggressions out here a lot. Don't get me wrong. I am a very happy person. I am just happily becoming more aware of who I am every day that I depend more on God. I am learning what creates and pushes my buttons but at the same time, what strikes the fancies of my life.
Manda and Ashley....I love you! The shopping field trip was awsome!
Nicole, Brandi, and AJ....Thank you so much for being you. The support is a blessing.
James...how was pulse? FYI, turn 21 and it is called Gypsy here.
No offense to others but I tend to let people know when I am thinking of them. That is all I have thought of for now. My brain hurts. I am going now.
Bye
I am soo tired. Both of these jobs are definitely catching up to me. *sigh* Go Martin Luther King Jr. He is letting me sleep in tomorrow. Woot Woot!
So I get a call from my friend Brian today. It was great to hear from him. I got a little frustrated though. He basically ended up proving the frustrations from my latest rant. (Read about 2 posts ago.) He calls up and basically says, so I heard from someone that you have a boyfriend and he is not Christian. He then proceeds about 15 minutes to lecture me on how he is concerned enough to say that it will bring me down and that he is undeserving of me. I guess I can see the good and bad sides of that. I asked him who told him and he refused to tell me. I sorry but that pushes a button. I wasn't the one who told him and that bothers me. It is one of my biggest pet peeves when most of the people I know talk about me. I don't even like it when I am complimented because eventually something negative always comes up. There are very few people whom I trust to bring my name into conversation and you know who you are.
My friend Sam came over last night. It was the first friend contact I have had in a long time. Her company was good. At the same time, I am so glad that God is making me depend on him more. I am learning so much in my own way from him. Kind of funny though how other people can only understand that when they are going through it precisely. Otherwise, forget it. God is the only one I have something to prove to anyways. So that doesn't bother me as much.
I noticed that I have been putting a lot of aggressions out here a lot. Don't get me wrong. I am a very happy person. I am just happily becoming more aware of who I am every day that I depend more on God. I am learning what creates and pushes my buttons but at the same time, what strikes the fancies of my life.
Manda and Ashley....I love you! The shopping field trip was awsome!
Nicole, Brandi, and AJ....Thank you so much for being you. The support is a blessing.
James...how was pulse? FYI, turn 21 and it is called Gypsy here.
No offense to others but I tend to let people know when I am thinking of them. That is all I have thought of for now. My brain hurts. I am going now.
Bye