Oct 02, 2007 22:49
because we don't want to....
we're both seeing people now and yet we shut them out. they are their for our physical needs.. we openly admit it and joke about it. we're sick and yet we love it. i'm forever bonded to him and i know everything happens for a reason. this was suppose to happen we're suppose to be apart now.. but forever?
david is my soulmate. he is the only person who i can just think of and smile.. i'm completely in love with him still always.. never a second did i stop.. i know this now and it's ok.
i think it really occured to me with in the last few weeks. the 2 hour conversations... being so far away but never feeling so close to someone in my whole life. we're on this whole new level now and i like it.
he is my bestfriend he and i have always just been draw to eachother. we have something that you cant describe. i'm not saying we'll ever be back together because that i don't know but even though we live 3000+ miles away we're never apart.