Feb 10, 2006 23:59
I don't remember what I was going to say, so I will say this.
I find myself in the kitchen cooking rice for John. I look around and look down at the pot nearly overflowing with water then turn the faucet(?) off and wonder what the hell I'm doing. Well... in the end I burned the rice because John would not let me go from bed and John had to eat Pastrami by itself.
Monalisa Smile is the best movie ever.
I am out of school now. I am getting my GED on the 25 of this month and will have a job on March 1st. Maybe John's mum will allow me to stay here until then? I hope. I love it here so much. Is it because John is here or that I am not at my house? I don't want to lose Mocha, so I suppose I will have to spend more time at my house for now.
If John goes through will calling HRS then I will miss him. Whether he goes to Mike and Val's or if he goes to some foster home. Even if it might be Chris' house. I will miss being able to spend my weekends with him or being able to spend ANY time with him at all. We'll figure something out. I love him....
Now I am off to slumber, hopefully peacefuly, with my lover. Good night and blessings from Mother Goddess and the Great Horned God to all. Remember to leave some food outside so it goes back to the earth in thanks for what it has provided.