Love...
September 26, 2005, I was given the chance to turn my life around. I was blessed with the love and care of another. Just like every relationship, not everything was peachy. It takes time to open up and to allow yourself to be embraced by another. It is even more hard to do so when you have been hurt in the past. It was hard for both of us. The fear of trusting, the fear of loving... I do not fully trust this person. Yet, I wish to. Every second of every day my feelings grow stronger, but that trust was broken recently. Though we may have worked things out, that pain will still be there. It will still be a scar upon my soul that will take a long while to heal. I want him to open up to me. I want him to know that I will support him with every choice he makes, good or bad, fore we make mistakes only to learn from them. Back to the subject. To be given the chance to love is the chance I took. I will fight for this person to be happy, even if it is without me. No matter how much pain I receive, no matter how hollow I become, his happyness comes first.