The way things are [one shot]
Title: The way things are
Pairing: YabuHika, InooBu, HikaNoo
Genre: Romance
Summary: In the eyes of three young men, the world is filled with confusion of love. Well its basically a screwed up love triangle.
In the eyes of Hikaru Yaotome.....
The world is a glass wall. I have always tried to break through it of course. The simplest way to do so, was to have fun. That's what i was all about. Smiling, goofing around, taking things lightly, and enjoying life as it is.From a young age I've been going by this theory.
When i joined Johnny's i was first a solo-junior. One day i was scheduled to be a part of a variety show called 'Ya-Ya-Yah'. I've know of this unit before hand, but i wasn't close to them. Days went bye, episodes I've taken part in grew larger, more time i spent with him . Kota Yabu. Of course at this young age i wasn't able to recognize these feelings.
At first i thought this is what it would be like to have a sudden yet distant friend. Distant until that day. The day that boy planned to leave the agency. 'Hoshino'. I'm guessing he's the reason i joined that group. Because I as well had an H in my name, and by that time i had already been a regular guest on that show. Ever since then I have spent more and more and more time with Yabu. Sooner and sooner these feelings grew. I had then finally realized what they were......love.
It had taken time for me to fully see this. At first i was sort of in denial, but that's natural isn't it? But if i hadn't realized this, I wouldn't have any idea what it would be like when he confessed to me that day.
"I want to hang out with you more. Let's go around the mall when we're both off from work okay?" He had asked.
"Like a date??" I asked instantly. I felt stupid after i realized what i just said. I looked at him to see his freaked out face, but instead i saw a smile with a hint of a laugh. My heart pounded.
" Yes. Like a date." He told me.
At this time I wasn't sure if he was kidding or not, Until after the 'date'. When he kissed me.
Around that time as well i had became friends with a boy with the name of Kei Inoo. During that time he had always been around the boy named Kouhei Matsumoto. They were known as Puri-Puri-Pretty. I thought it was cute. Kei, Kota, and I became good friends.
One day,That boy Kouhei had left as well. At first, Kei's smile had hidden sorrow. I had noticed it, but never mentioned it. Days went by again. The three of us hung out more. Some days It was only me and Kota who hung out, Which i fully enjoyed. Other days it was just me and Kei. Which as well had many smiles. Other days it was just Kota and Kei.
Gradually, I began to have the same sensational feelings for Kei when we goofed off. I denied this as well, because my feelings for Kota were still strong. I don't think Kei knew about us though. I don't think anyone knew. Which was good because we're idols,so i tried to keep this dating this low-profile. Eventually these feelings grew strong as well.Too strong. To the point were i HAD to confront Kei. I didn't know if this is right or wrong, but i think i was falling for him.
We both had bumped into each other that day. Literally.
" Can we talk?" We both said at the same time. I had no idea what he had to talk about though.
In the eyes of Kei Inoo.....
When i had joined the agency, I was put into a group called 'J.J. Express' . I had a lot of fun there of course, I was thankfully able to make a new friend. His name was Kouhei Matsumoto. We had a lot of fun, A lot of smiles. I grew found of him.....I yearned for him. I was too young to realize these feelings. And when i did, it was too late. He left the agency.
It killed me every night. Before i could tell him anything he had already moved away with his family. I think I'm blessed, because during that time I was able to spend more time with friends I've made within Johnny's. Two boys by the names of Kota Yabu and Hikaru Yaotome. Those two have made my days easier. Their smiles helped fill the void i thought only Kouhei could fill.
One day i went to hang out with Hikaru. He made me laugh so much, it made me forget about the boy who i would never see for the rest of my life. Every now and then i was able to make him smile too. He just made me so happy, I couldn't properly describe the feeling in my heart he gave me.
One day, It hit me. The smiles we exchanged, were the same as Kouhei's. I realized i had fallen for Hikaru. This time, I knew i didn't want to lose this opportunity. I have decided to confront him that day.
The next time we met, I wasn't watching where i was going and had crashed into him.
"Can we talk?" We both asked. He gave me a nod to go first.
" I know this is weird but...I'm falling for you." I had shyly told him without a doubt. I kept my head down as i said those words.
" Inoo,...I have to tell you something....I already love Ya-" He stopped when he saw me lift my head. I swore he was about to say Yabu. I couldn't let another love slip away. But something changed after we made eye contact. After a moment he continued his sentence. "You." He said. I unconsciously teared in relief and hugged him.
I had enjoyed the time i spent with Hikaru. One day, he had to go visit family in his home town, which meant he had to be away for a few days.During the days he was gone I hung out with Yabu more often. One day, I tripped. That was one mistake i halfheartedly regretted.
In the eyes of Kota Yabu.....
I've seen him that day. He sat at the corner edge of the conference room. He caught my interest. Hikaru Yaotome. I never really expected to see much of him, until my group had a show, and he was a guest. Something about that made me happy. At first i didn't think i was attracted to him, until i heard his voice. That moment, when my heart pounded, i knew it. I never felt this before though. At first i knew it was weird for me to like Hikaru, so i hid it. The more i hid it, the stronger i felt. More and more my heart wanted me to see him. And when he was assigned to join Ya-Ya-Yah, i felt like nothing could ever bring me down.
As time went by, i found out that in Johnny's its normal for boys to feel this way. So i decided to ask him out. I was scared of how to word it. I was scared he didn't feel that way with me. But he did.I don't know what i ever did to deserve this, but I'm glad it happened. Even too this day I'm grateful to have Hikaru. Even if i did do that......and liked it.....
Let me explain, One day Hikaru went out to Sendai, so i decided to hang out with my good friend Inoo. I do admit, he was incredibly cute. Not that he isn't now. Well, when we were at my house and my parents were gone, I had left a school packet on the floor. Kei went to get his bag and i waited on my bed. Apparently Inoo had slipped on the paper, landing on top of me. I'm not sure why, but when we looked at each others eyes, something pulled me closer to him. Closer....and closer.....until we kissed. He didn't seem to dislike it, because i felt him kiss me back....but when i realized what we just did, I pushed him away.
"We...can't do this.." I told him.
"I know.... honesty...I'm seeing someone right now.." He replied
"Yea..me too. " I told him as i thought of Hikaru. " I can't say who though. We promised to keep it a secret. "
"I understand. It's the same for me....but.....i....i......er...well i..." He mumbled.
"Liked it? " I ended his sentence for him.
"Did you?" He asked, blushing.
"Yea....this is so wrong though....but i really cant help it."
"They don't have to know though....Don't get me wrong, I love him too....but...you know...I'm falling for you." He confessed.
"Then there we go. We can keep it a secret. " I agreed. I knew this was wrong. But it felt so right.
About A year and a half had passed since.
About a year and a half passed as they all tried to hide the same secret from each other.
Kei loved Hikaru.
Hikaru loved Kota.
Kota loved Kei.
Kei loved Kota.
Kota loved Hikaru.
Hikaru loved Kei.
This rendezvous continued. To their convenience they all happily debuted into the same group.
And they kept it a secret, in fact they hid it so well, no one ever suspected anything.
Until that one day....
Kei and Hikaru were never the most serious people. One day, That day, they were alone in JUMP's waiting room. They were doing their normal thing,Goofing off. By this time they were both on the floor laughing hysterically for god knows why. They both began to calm down before Hikaru began to talk.
"I'm glad we're together" Hikaru smiled. But as soon as Yabu crossed his mind, His smile became more and more dull.
"Whats wrong?" Inoo asked.
"I...just feel...bad..."
"....don't..." He said as he began to kiss him.
In the midst of their intimacy, A certain someone walked into the room....Kota Yabu.
The next thing they knew, they were all sitting in that room. Explaining each other.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be, I did the same to you."
"Me too."
"But we-"
"What we all did was inexcusable."
"But we all know it couldn't be helped."
"It's too late now anyways,"
"And we all don't wanna back down."
"So how do we solve this?"
"We could all just keep dating each other..."
"Can we do that?"
"Well its the most realistic thing to do."
"Plus i heard three people are more fun!~ "
"..........."
"............"
"Well its true."
"Then that's how it's gunna be?"
"Seems so, are you okay with it?"
"Yea."
"sure~"
"..okay then....there we go"
Although this seems weird, This is what made each other happy. Being with each other . Which was all they ever really wanted.
Pairing: YabuHika, InooBu, HikaNoo
Genre: Romance
Summary: In the eyes of three young men, the world is filled with confusion of love. Well its basically a screwed up love triangle.
In the eyes of Hikaru Yaotome.....
The world is a glass wall. I have always tried to break through it of course. The simplest way to do so, was to have fun. That's what i was all about. Smiling, goofing around, taking things lightly, and enjoying life as it is.From a young age I've been going by this theory.
When i joined Johnny's i was first a solo-junior. One day i was scheduled to be a part of a variety show called 'Ya-Ya-Yah'. I've know of this unit before hand, but i wasn't close to them. Days went bye, episodes I've taken part in grew larger, more time i spent with him . Kota Yabu. Of course at this young age i wasn't able to recognize these feelings.
At first i thought this is what it would be like to have a sudden yet distant friend. Distant until that day. The day that boy planned to leave the agency. 'Hoshino'. I'm guessing he's the reason i joined that group. Because I as well had an H in my name, and by that time i had already been a regular guest on that show. Ever since then I have spent more and more and more time with Yabu. Sooner and sooner these feelings grew. I had then finally realized what they were......love.
It had taken time for me to fully see this. At first i was sort of in denial, but that's natural isn't it? But if i hadn't realized this, I wouldn't have any idea what it would be like when he confessed to me that day.
"I want to hang out with you more. Let's go around the mall when we're both off from work okay?" He had asked.
"Like a date??" I asked instantly. I felt stupid after i realized what i just said. I looked at him to see his freaked out face, but instead i saw a smile with a hint of a laugh. My heart pounded.
" Yes. Like a date." He told me.
At this time I wasn't sure if he was kidding or not, Until after the 'date'. When he kissed me.
Around that time as well i had became friends with a boy with the name of Kei Inoo. During that time he had always been around the boy named Kouhei Matsumoto. They were known as Puri-Puri-Pretty. I thought it was cute. Kei, Kota, and I became good friends.
One day,That boy Kouhei had left as well. At first, Kei's smile had hidden sorrow. I had noticed it, but never mentioned it. Days went by again. The three of us hung out more. Some days It was only me and Kota who hung out, Which i fully enjoyed. Other days it was just me and Kei. Which as well had many smiles. Other days it was just Kota and Kei.
Gradually, I began to have the same sensational feelings for Kei when we goofed off. I denied this as well, because my feelings for Kota were still strong. I don't think Kei knew about us though. I don't think anyone knew. Which was good because we're idols,so i tried to keep this dating this low-profile. Eventually these feelings grew strong as well.Too strong. To the point were i HAD to confront Kei. I didn't know if this is right or wrong, but i think i was falling for him.
We both had bumped into each other that day. Literally.
" Can we talk?" We both said at the same time. I had no idea what he had to talk about though.
In the eyes of Kei Inoo.....
When i had joined the agency, I was put into a group called 'J.J. Express' . I had a lot of fun there of course, I was thankfully able to make a new friend. His name was Kouhei Matsumoto. We had a lot of fun, A lot of smiles. I grew found of him.....I yearned for him. I was too young to realize these feelings. And when i did, it was too late. He left the agency.
It killed me every night. Before i could tell him anything he had already moved away with his family. I think I'm blessed, because during that time I was able to spend more time with friends I've made within Johnny's. Two boys by the names of Kota Yabu and Hikaru Yaotome. Those two have made my days easier. Their smiles helped fill the void i thought only Kouhei could fill.
One day i went to hang out with Hikaru. He made me laugh so much, it made me forget about the boy who i would never see for the rest of my life. Every now and then i was able to make him smile too. He just made me so happy, I couldn't properly describe the feeling in my heart he gave me.
One day, It hit me. The smiles we exchanged, were the same as Kouhei's. I realized i had fallen for Hikaru. This time, I knew i didn't want to lose this opportunity. I have decided to confront him that day.
The next time we met, I wasn't watching where i was going and had crashed into him.
"Can we talk?" We both asked. He gave me a nod to go first.
" I know this is weird but...I'm falling for you." I had shyly told him without a doubt. I kept my head down as i said those words.
" Inoo,...I have to tell you something....I already love Ya-" He stopped when he saw me lift my head. I swore he was about to say Yabu. I couldn't let another love slip away. But something changed after we made eye contact. After a moment he continued his sentence. "You." He said. I unconsciously teared in relief and hugged him.
I had enjoyed the time i spent with Hikaru. One day, he had to go visit family in his home town, which meant he had to be away for a few days.During the days he was gone I hung out with Yabu more often. One day, I tripped. That was one mistake i halfheartedly regretted.
In the eyes of Kota Yabu.....
I've seen him that day. He sat at the corner edge of the conference room. He caught my interest. Hikaru Yaotome. I never really expected to see much of him, until my group had a show, and he was a guest. Something about that made me happy. At first i didn't think i was attracted to him, until i heard his voice. That moment, when my heart pounded, i knew it. I never felt this before though. At first i knew it was weird for me to like Hikaru, so i hid it. The more i hid it, the stronger i felt. More and more my heart wanted me to see him. And when he was assigned to join Ya-Ya-Yah, i felt like nothing could ever bring me down.
As time went by, i found out that in Johnny's its normal for boys to feel this way. So i decided to ask him out. I was scared of how to word it. I was scared he didn't feel that way with me. But he did.I don't know what i ever did to deserve this, but I'm glad it happened. Even too this day I'm grateful to have Hikaru. Even if i did do that......and liked it.....
Let me explain, One day Hikaru went out to Sendai, so i decided to hang out with my good friend Inoo. I do admit, he was incredibly cute. Not that he isn't now. Well, when we were at my house and my parents were gone, I had left a school packet on the floor. Kei went to get his bag and i waited on my bed. Apparently Inoo had slipped on the paper, landing on top of me. I'm not sure why, but when we looked at each others eyes, something pulled me closer to him. Closer....and closer.....until we kissed. He didn't seem to dislike it, because i felt him kiss me back....but when i realized what we just did, I pushed him away.
"We...can't do this.." I told him.
"I know.... honesty...I'm seeing someone right now.." He replied
"Yea..me too. " I told him as i thought of Hikaru. " I can't say who though. We promised to keep it a secret. "
"I understand. It's the same for me....but.....i....i......er...well i..." He mumbled.
"Liked it? " I ended his sentence for him.
"Did you?" He asked, blushing.
"Yea....this is so wrong though....but i really cant help it."
"They don't have to know though....Don't get me wrong, I love him too....but...you know...I'm falling for you." He confessed.
"Then there we go. We can keep it a secret. " I agreed. I knew this was wrong. But it felt so right.
About A year and a half had passed since.
About a year and a half passed as they all tried to hide the same secret from each other.
Kei loved Hikaru.
Hikaru loved Kota.
Kota loved Kei.
Kei loved Kota.
Kota loved Hikaru.
Hikaru loved Kei.
This rendezvous continued. To their convenience they all happily debuted into the same group.
And they kept it a secret, in fact they hid it so well, no one ever suspected anything.
Until that one day....
Kei and Hikaru were never the most serious people. One day, That day, they were alone in JUMP's waiting room. They were doing their normal thing,Goofing off. By this time they were both on the floor laughing hysterically for god knows why. They both began to calm down before Hikaru began to talk.
"I'm glad we're together" Hikaru smiled. But as soon as Yabu crossed his mind, His smile became more and more dull.
"Whats wrong?" Inoo asked.
"I...just feel...bad..."
"....don't..." He said as he began to kiss him.
In the midst of their intimacy, A certain someone walked into the room....Kota Yabu.
The next thing they knew, they were all sitting in that room. Explaining each other.
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be, I did the same to you."
"Me too."
"But we-"
"What we all did was inexcusable."
"But we all know it couldn't be helped."
"It's too late now anyways,"
"And we all don't wanna back down."
"So how do we solve this?"
"We could all just keep dating each other..."
"Can we do that?"
"Well its the most realistic thing to do."
"Plus i heard three people are more fun!~ "
"..........."
"............"
"Well its true."
"Then that's how it's gunna be?"
"Seems so, are you okay with it?"
"Yea."
"sure~"
"..okay then....there we go"
Although this seems weird, This is what made each other happy. Being with each other . Which was all they ever really wanted.