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OKay anyway
I miss Summer and Aivia. I hate that my Formado is financially screwed because people don't understand that a legally binding contract means you have to pay even if you choose not to train. I hate that women are so fucked up and can't make up their damned minds and treat people the way they should be treated without saying snide remarks about things just because their upset with the situation. I hate that I'm so fucked in school and don't know how I'm going to survive. I hate that I'm screwed financially if I loan a friend money. I hate that I don't know what to do with the rest of my life if Capoeira doesn't work out. I hate that I'm STILL overweight even though I work my ass off five times a week training. I hate that my game isn't improving. I hate that because of my broken body I can't do somethings in Capoeira yet, if ever. I am so MAD at so much right now, and half of it I can't even fix. God damnit. I really miss them right now. I hate that Alegria and Cascata are going to visit them next weekend because I introduced them, never thinking that they would stop talking to me. I hate that I'm not there. OMG I just want to FIX EVERYTHING...and I can't. I feel so fucking helpless.
OKay anyway
I miss Summer and Aivia. I hate that my Formado is financially screwed because people don't understand that a legally binding contract means you have to pay even if you choose not to train. I hate that women are so fucked up and can't make up their damned minds and treat people the way they should be treated without saying snide remarks about things just because their upset with the situation. I hate that I'm so fucked in school and don't know how I'm going to survive. I hate that I'm screwed financially if I loan a friend money. I hate that I don't know what to do with the rest of my life if Capoeira doesn't work out. I hate that I'm STILL overweight even though I work my ass off five times a week training. I hate that my game isn't improving. I hate that because of my broken body I can't do somethings in Capoeira yet, if ever. I am so MAD at so much right now, and half of it I can't even fix. God damnit. I really miss them right now. I hate that Alegria and Cascata are going to visit them next weekend because I introduced them, never thinking that they would stop talking to me. I hate that I'm not there. OMG I just want to FIX EVERYTHING...and I can't. I feel so fucking helpless.