Home!
Haven't had time to write on here recently! I am home now! Got the coach last night, I was worried about coming home, just with my parents and everything. But it really wasn't too bad. I've got a feeling that the whole depression thing is not going to get spoken about. She changes the subject very quickly and I know they can't deal with it. I don't know what to do. Was sooo nice being in my Judi's arms again! She bought me and Evanescence t-shirt and another top from America !YAY! So kind of her!! Got up and had my hair cut this morning and had a long chat with melanie about one of my modules and prisons and teenage pregnancy and prostitution. Very exciting. Then went Kingston with Mamma and Pappa..hehe. In the few moments mum is going to come upstairs to do the "sort Ruth out". As in, clear my room, clean then unpack everything. Carefully, and precisely. I don't mind, I like to be organised! it is really nice being at home. Really so very nice. Gonna really try and read the Bible now that I have my one back, which I rejected in 1998 when it got given to me, and nearly 10 years later I blow the dust off and start again. Can't actually believe it! There are lots and lots of interesting books at home to read as well. Inspiriring tales, missionaries and stuff.I just have to take it a day at a time. I always feel worse about my appearance at home, I had to take down the mirror to get dressed today but hey, one day at a time. Just thankful to be home safely. Yesterday was so overwhelming with Sarah! The things she said! I've never quite felt that touched before. I love her so much! I'm going to find the best christian music for them and download it all and make cd's. The cd and dvd factory has re-opened. Wahey!