Jan 27, 2005 20:18
This is a tribute to the last really great boy. His name was John Bolitho. I'll always remember his love of mario and yoshi, and the way we used to spend the night at each others houses. I never really realized how much he meant to me till he was gone. He didn't deserve to die. He was my best friend, my first boyfriend, and the last nice boy that existed. He was taken from his life at such a young age.
I'll always remember the way we used to play Mario Party. We would stay up late playin games and watchin tv. We were so innocent.
I remember how we used to sleep on the same bed and it didn't matter.
I remember how much you loved to swim and how great you were at it.
I remember the birthday parties where i was the only girl because we were best friends and i didnt care.
I remember how we used to talk and how great you made me feel even when i was at my worst.
I'll never forget playin with your cats and eating junk food.
Or that one time at summer camp when me and my sister came over to your house and i had hated summer camp and you made me feel better by giving me a popsicle.
I could go on and on like this but it hurts the more i talk about it. I'm sorry i wasn't there. I'm sorry I couldn't save you. But most of all I'm sorry that you're gone. You were a huge part of my life. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. I wish i could've gone to your funeral. I wish i hadn't found out about it yesterday instead of when it happened. I have a hole where you used to be but you'll always be in my heart.
This is a tribute to the last of the good ones. He died over the summer of a seisure in his pool. He died doing the thing he loved the most. I hope he's happy wherever he is.