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i really wish i wouldnt keep falling back into the depression. as i am normally i can deal with the loneliness but right now im breaking into two. i remember when sam told me that i need to learn wen to ask for help. i hate needing it. i hate not being able to pull myself up. im not used to being this bad. its been a year since the last time i fell
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I hate not living close to all of you guys, But you KNOW for a fact taht you can come to me with anything. Asking for help is only the first step. Your such and amazing person. And I know how you feel about being alone. I don't think I've ever not felt alone. But there's a reason. What that reasons is I don't know. But there IS a reason. Theres always a reason. If you take a step back from everything and look at it all in the long run. There are two scenerios. First your 24 and you look back at your teenage years and think, wow, I didn't have much fun, I didn't live out my teenage years becuase of some certian person i might have been in a relationship with. OR the second one, your 24 and you think, OMG I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE WHEN I WAS A TEEN, i partied and I had no worries about ever hurting someone or cheating. It was no strings attached and amazing. Thoes are the two ways that I look at it, and it's your choice which one to pick. I love you, and I start to love you more and more everytime I talk to you and or see you.
~sam~
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