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[eternalstorm5]

now is the time wen i decide whats to become of this. the whole weekend was shitty, saturday most of all. i discovered things about myself and discovered things not about myself. i realized that im going to have to deal with things the way i used to. i also realized that their r people out there who dont know me who think they do, and that flaws in your friends character r to accepted. but that i always knew. if my friends dont do anything horrible thatd give me a reason to not like them then im gonna accept it. just like always. no ones perfect least of all me, but most of all i can fix myself. today im better and NOT in a horrible mood because of my yums. i figure i only realli have one good cry a year. i find crying does nothin for me. i spent my whole young life crying wen i shouldve been having fun, so thats it i refuse to cry. but last night i sobbed with amelia like never before. shes the person who i will always have. i love the people ou there who actually kno me and can talk about how i am because they kno. (you know who u r)

well ill continue rambling wen i get home from church. right now i have to go learn about how god will save us from hell wen in fact hes condemned us to it for about 80 years. i also get to go help little kids sing, little kids who the worst their friends have done to them is call them loserfaces. goodbye