wow
I cant believe i am even writing in this thing right now. I just need someone to vent a little emotional shit to, and i have no one. So there is this girl, and i cant believe how much i have fallen for her. But i know she doesn't like me like that. She was with a guy and he is a dick head. Now i think she likes one of my buddies. I cant even hang around her. Its almost physically pain full to be around her but not be with her. I don't know what i am even going to do. I want to tell her, but i don't have the balls. I guess i am just a big pussy. I have never had a girl friend before. I don't even think i would know what to do if i did it. hope fully someday i will man up and do something about it. I hope its with her. I don't know what to do.