give it to me baby uh huh uh huh!!
bow chicka bow bow...
so i'm on a computer finally. i think i have enough time before work to make an actual update.
i'm waiting for my laundry to be finished so i'm just dicking around on the computer. i need batteries for my camera so i can take pictures. if anyone wants to get me some, it takes AA.. like most cameras. thanks to everyone that has brought me food and/or beer. mostly i'm grateful for the food though because every time we go food stealing, andy doesnt let me come and he picks out shit i'm allergic to. SIAS- i know i owe you a cake and i do have your cd, i'll get the cd to you asap but the cake i'm not too sure about. i have to go to my parents in order to make it and they hate me right now.
yeah did i tell you? i was on the phone with my dad and i said "i love you" and he said "uh huh." what the fuck? yeah my parents are stupid. well my dad is. my mom is being the sweet lady that she normally is and hasnt been mean to me so thus far. oh well, i'll work on getting back on my dad's good side.
its really hard to live on your own. much harder than i expected. like aaron was saying a long time ago, there are so many things you have to pay for that you never thought about because they were just there. like laundry detergent and dishwashing soap. toothpaste and toilet paper... fuck man. its a tough deal being alone. i think i can make it. i cant wait until karlie moves in because things will cost less with a third person. at least for the month or two that andy stays. but all i need is a little time to get my shit together so i can feel stable enough to pay my rent and other bills. it will take about a month or two, i need to get out of debt really bad. oh well, i cant complain because it was my choice to move out. i just wish things were a bit cheaper. and i wish that cassie would fix the fucking shit thats broken in our apartment the stupid bitch. she promised karlie and i that it would all be done by the time we moved in and its all still broken. all she did was change the faucet in the kitchen which we didnt have a problem with in the first place. i told her i'm not paying rent until she fixes everything, so fuck her. anyway, enough about that.
i want to get a little animal. andy killed our eel. :( he was cleaning it's bowl and accidentally dropped it down the garbage disposal. i was at work when this happened or i couldve saved it. he couldnt see down the disposal so he just left it there to die... and when i got home he told me so i got a flashlight and looked down there but i guess it had squirmed around so much that it cut itself apart on the blades down there because all that was left was the middle section of its body. i was so sad i almost cried and i didnt even like it that much. it was pretty ugly. oh well. i want something small and furry that i can play with. like my guinea pig. but i know if i took it my mom would cry and cry until she exploded so i cant have BAM!. =\
what else is new... i like my job a lot. i get to just listen to music the whole time and copy and paste stuff. its sorta boring but i work with hella cool kids. steve and dreu start today and mike d and tj already work there. not that i'm super good friends with them, but its people i know and can talk to if i wanna. toey, jonas, david, sean, mike, justin and a bunch of other people that went to murray work there too. lula... ash... fuck yeah. its like a reunion. even burt hoagland works there its nuts. i feel like i'm back in high school again or something.
my sister is pretty cool to live next to when she isnt mad at me. she got some leg warmers and i'm gonna borrow them and it will be awesome because leg warmers are the fucking shit. my hair is finally growing out and that one "amazing boy" yeah fuck him. he ended up being a total jerk. *sigh* i want to find a nice boy, i'm so tired of being alone. i want someone to take care of me and love me and come cuddle me and call me in the morning. i swear it will never happen again. i think i fucked up my only chance when i was with rafael. damn.
i got to hang out with the davey tizzle and he got me forties. we were supposed to hang out the next day but i was really tired and just wanted to relax and sleep. i shouldve called him though... fuck man i need to sleep more. actually i sleep a lot. i have been going to bed really early lately but i am still tired. someone said its because i overslept? i dont really know but whatever.
i dont have anything else to say except ryan's dryer sucks and i dont think my clothes will ever be done. i have to be at work in forty minutes and i'm not even ready.
i've wasted too much time this morning.
see you later kids.
so i'm on a computer finally. i think i have enough time before work to make an actual update.
i'm waiting for my laundry to be finished so i'm just dicking around on the computer. i need batteries for my camera so i can take pictures. if anyone wants to get me some, it takes AA.. like most cameras. thanks to everyone that has brought me food and/or beer. mostly i'm grateful for the food though because every time we go food stealing, andy doesnt let me come and he picks out shit i'm allergic to. SIAS- i know i owe you a cake and i do have your cd, i'll get the cd to you asap but the cake i'm not too sure about. i have to go to my parents in order to make it and they hate me right now.
yeah did i tell you? i was on the phone with my dad and i said "i love you" and he said "uh huh." what the fuck? yeah my parents are stupid. well my dad is. my mom is being the sweet lady that she normally is and hasnt been mean to me so thus far. oh well, i'll work on getting back on my dad's good side.
its really hard to live on your own. much harder than i expected. like aaron was saying a long time ago, there are so many things you have to pay for that you never thought about because they were just there. like laundry detergent and dishwashing soap. toothpaste and toilet paper... fuck man. its a tough deal being alone. i think i can make it. i cant wait until karlie moves in because things will cost less with a third person. at least for the month or two that andy stays. but all i need is a little time to get my shit together so i can feel stable enough to pay my rent and other bills. it will take about a month or two, i need to get out of debt really bad. oh well, i cant complain because it was my choice to move out. i just wish things were a bit cheaper. and i wish that cassie would fix the fucking shit thats broken in our apartment the stupid bitch. she promised karlie and i that it would all be done by the time we moved in and its all still broken. all she did was change the faucet in the kitchen which we didnt have a problem with in the first place. i told her i'm not paying rent until she fixes everything, so fuck her. anyway, enough about that.
i want to get a little animal. andy killed our eel. :( he was cleaning it's bowl and accidentally dropped it down the garbage disposal. i was at work when this happened or i couldve saved it. he couldnt see down the disposal so he just left it there to die... and when i got home he told me so i got a flashlight and looked down there but i guess it had squirmed around so much that it cut itself apart on the blades down there because all that was left was the middle section of its body. i was so sad i almost cried and i didnt even like it that much. it was pretty ugly. oh well. i want something small and furry that i can play with. like my guinea pig. but i know if i took it my mom would cry and cry until she exploded so i cant have BAM!. =\
what else is new... i like my job a lot. i get to just listen to music the whole time and copy and paste stuff. its sorta boring but i work with hella cool kids. steve and dreu start today and mike d and tj already work there. not that i'm super good friends with them, but its people i know and can talk to if i wanna. toey, jonas, david, sean, mike, justin and a bunch of other people that went to murray work there too. lula... ash... fuck yeah. its like a reunion. even burt hoagland works there its nuts. i feel like i'm back in high school again or something.
my sister is pretty cool to live next to when she isnt mad at me. she got some leg warmers and i'm gonna borrow them and it will be awesome because leg warmers are the fucking shit. my hair is finally growing out and that one "amazing boy" yeah fuck him. he ended up being a total jerk. *sigh* i want to find a nice boy, i'm so tired of being alone. i want someone to take care of me and love me and come cuddle me and call me in the morning. i swear it will never happen again. i think i fucked up my only chance when i was with rafael. damn.
i got to hang out with the davey tizzle and he got me forties. we were supposed to hang out the next day but i was really tired and just wanted to relax and sleep. i shouldve called him though... fuck man i need to sleep more. actually i sleep a lot. i have been going to bed really early lately but i am still tired. someone said its because i overslept? i dont really know but whatever.
i dont have anything else to say except ryan's dryer sucks and i dont think my clothes will ever be done. i have to be at work in forty minutes and i'm not even ready.
i've wasted too much time this morning.
see you later kids.