another contradiction
so, when i was younger did i always contradict myself as often as i do now? the bad thing is i want to do both, oh wait..i should start at the begining.
OKAY, i've mentioned the whole college thing, so no need to go into that again. the way im contradicting myself now is that i am getting real psyched about starting my own business. and now i have given myself a deadline to success. i have to stop smoking to get into school, now maybe i can stay sober if i stay here and actually DO this thing but if not it lights up the idea bulb over salt lake. if i drive a truck for a couple of years it allows me time with my daughter, money to pay off debts, and a job traveling all over the country. hmmmmm. if i cant get something going by the end of the season then thats my plan.
right now im working real hard on finding time to find a day job. i hate that whole proccess. but i think i may have a line on getting a job with amanda, tim and lavina. i dont think any of the people who read this know them but thats okay because it doesn't really matter. so if i can get that then i can save up enough money to get this flatbed truck for $1500 and get a start on landscaping( am i jumping subjects again? sorry) AND i'd have a vehicle to get to SLC in and MAYBE start doing the same thing down there.....
ok, so basically i have no clue whats going on BUT IT SOUNDS FUN!
anyways, i have to rethink my class schedule and make it work. wouldn't it be great if we could be in two places at once.
OKAY, i've mentioned the whole college thing, so no need to go into that again. the way im contradicting myself now is that i am getting real psyched about starting my own business. and now i have given myself a deadline to success. i have to stop smoking to get into school, now maybe i can stay sober if i stay here and actually DO this thing but if not it lights up the idea bulb over salt lake. if i drive a truck for a couple of years it allows me time with my daughter, money to pay off debts, and a job traveling all over the country. hmmmmm. if i cant get something going by the end of the season then thats my plan.
right now im working real hard on finding time to find a day job. i hate that whole proccess. but i think i may have a line on getting a job with amanda, tim and lavina. i dont think any of the people who read this know them but thats okay because it doesn't really matter. so if i can get that then i can save up enough money to get this flatbed truck for $1500 and get a start on landscaping( am i jumping subjects again? sorry) AND i'd have a vehicle to get to SLC in and MAYBE start doing the same thing down there.....
ok, so basically i have no clue whats going on BUT IT SOUNDS FUN!
anyways, i have to rethink my class schedule and make it work. wouldn't it be great if we could be in two places at once.