no luck

Apr 19, 2006 10:26

okay well, the job thing isn't working and I can't find anymore excuses. i asked my family yesterday what they thought the best course of action is in thier completely impartial opinion. they voted that it would probably be best to go to spokane to work and live with my friend/sister mel. she has recently scored 10 acres of land and wants me to come live out there and help her and her boyfriend get there mechanic business going strong. i dont know what the thinking behind that is seeing as im not the least bit mechanicaly inclined but hey, its something new to learn and i can go to school in spokane for my associates.

i finaly broke down and worte out a few of my major goals and set time limits on them. i have two or three years to get my associates and get into seminary. i think i might have even picked one out thats in minnesota. DEAR GOD WILL I EVER BE WARM FOR MORE THAN THREE MONTHS?!?! it seems there is nothing i can do to convince Him to let me live farther south than salt lake. think about it, i tried and i got chaced out of town! oh well, who cares as long as I can do what i need to.

oh yeah! and an added bonus! i was just watching the weather channel and guess what i get to go through, BLIZZARDS! *sobs softly* i hate the cold. hey wait! *light bulb* God tests us with the things we hate most, its kind of His way at pushing our buttons......I LOVE THE SNOW! BRING IT ON GOD, I'LL MAKE SNOW ANGELS! YEAH SNOW!!!!now i just have to be sincere about it.

wish me luck and i'll let you know if i made it by tuesday.
loves,
me

p.s. how do i add friends to my list?
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