bitch piss whine moan and give in
-sigh-
i hate it when everything doesn't go my way dont you? i mean, everything was looking all fantasmagorical and then RIIP it all went away. the part that i thought was the broken one, wasn't it. but at least now i dont need a new one right? the folks that wanted me to deliver the birds to oklahoma, couldnt afford it and the van is going to be $160 to register and liscence.
so now im kinda looking up going yea so now what dammit?! but okay, the bright side;
im getting a job or two
im saving up for an apartment for me arianne and the munchkin
I'M GONNA HAVE A LITTLE GIRL!!!!!!!!!
wow, that last is somewhere between crying and laughing. i cant imagine the hell this child is going to put me and arianne through if she gets my family's mental issues. after all it does run primarily in the females....help.
im also going to work on getting into school, i figure i only have untill april before sleep is no longer an option i should start school before then to get used to not sleeping. i still dont know what i want to do with my life but living out here i think im going to start with some vet type classes maybe. there is a lady around the corner who has three or four horses and about 50 cats who says she'd be happy to teach me about horses. im looking forward to it. not to mention all the stuff im learning about parrots. i think the closest vet is 50 miles away, it would be cool to learn and have people come to me at my house and ask for help. but realisticly? hahahahahhaha!we all know i have a hard time paying attention, we'll see how fun it is when i start doing it. i know im going to stick with the parrots, casper is pretty much my bird and im hoping i'll be able to take him with me when i move out.
well, i'm out of things to talk about so everyone remember to have fun and i'll talk to you later.
me
i hate it when everything doesn't go my way dont you? i mean, everything was looking all fantasmagorical and then RIIP it all went away. the part that i thought was the broken one, wasn't it. but at least now i dont need a new one right? the folks that wanted me to deliver the birds to oklahoma, couldnt afford it and the van is going to be $160 to register and liscence.
so now im kinda looking up going yea so now what dammit?! but okay, the bright side;
im getting a job or two
im saving up for an apartment for me arianne and the munchkin
I'M GONNA HAVE A LITTLE GIRL!!!!!!!!!
wow, that last is somewhere between crying and laughing. i cant imagine the hell this child is going to put me and arianne through if she gets my family's mental issues. after all it does run primarily in the females....help.
im also going to work on getting into school, i figure i only have untill april before sleep is no longer an option i should start school before then to get used to not sleeping. i still dont know what i want to do with my life but living out here i think im going to start with some vet type classes maybe. there is a lady around the corner who has three or four horses and about 50 cats who says she'd be happy to teach me about horses. im looking forward to it. not to mention all the stuff im learning about parrots. i think the closest vet is 50 miles away, it would be cool to learn and have people come to me at my house and ask for help. but realisticly? hahahahahhaha!we all know i have a hard time paying attention, we'll see how fun it is when i start doing it. i know im going to stick with the parrots, casper is pretty much my bird and im hoping i'll be able to take him with me when i move out.
well, i'm out of things to talk about so everyone remember to have fun and i'll talk to you later.
me