To him.
Dear Asshole,
You're an asshole. Just thought I'd let you know that. You never appreciated, you just let me keep right on giving and giving while you just took and never gave anything back. It was almost a waste of five months of my life. I suppose I learned something, so it's not quite a waste, but you sure didn't help make it not a waste. You said you loved me. But love isn't too stubborn to not call for 2 weeks after a disagreement. Love just doesn't do that. At all. You didn't follow through on your promises, you didn't follow up on my life, you didn't think before you spoke, you didn't step it up, and you lost the girl. For good. But if it's your loss, then why do I still feel so shitty about it?
Even though it's your loss, I still lost a few things too. I trusted you and you blew it, so I lost trust in you. I invested in you and you didn't even notice, so I lost invested time and energy. I listened and beleived when you said you loved me and your actions didn't match your words, so I lost faith. So yeah, it's your loss, but just know that you dragged some pieces of me down with you and I'm still aching a bit from that. But I don't miss you and I know now that I really do deserve better. I wish things weren't like this, but it's your choice; the ball's in your court. For someone who said they always wanted to end things on good terms and still be friends, you're not trying very hard to fix things and you're not being a very good friend. I'll be here if you ever decide to step up and do those things.
PS. I have your tie from prom. I almost burned it. But somehow managed to resist. Hope you never want to see it again because I now plan on selling it on ebay.
You're an asshole. Just thought I'd let you know that. You never appreciated, you just let me keep right on giving and giving while you just took and never gave anything back. It was almost a waste of five months of my life. I suppose I learned something, so it's not quite a waste, but you sure didn't help make it not a waste. You said you loved me. But love isn't too stubborn to not call for 2 weeks after a disagreement. Love just doesn't do that. At all. You didn't follow through on your promises, you didn't follow up on my life, you didn't think before you spoke, you didn't step it up, and you lost the girl. For good. But if it's your loss, then why do I still feel so shitty about it?
Even though it's your loss, I still lost a few things too. I trusted you and you blew it, so I lost trust in you. I invested in you and you didn't even notice, so I lost invested time and energy. I listened and beleived when you said you loved me and your actions didn't match your words, so I lost faith. So yeah, it's your loss, but just know that you dragged some pieces of me down with you and I'm still aching a bit from that. But I don't miss you and I know now that I really do deserve better. I wish things weren't like this, but it's your choice; the ball's in your court. For someone who said they always wanted to end things on good terms and still be friends, you're not trying very hard to fix things and you're not being a very good friend. I'll be here if you ever decide to step up and do those things.
PS. I have your tie from prom. I almost burned it. But somehow managed to resist. Hope you never want to see it again because I now plan on selling it on ebay.