May 12, 2005 11:35
I should start updating more than I have.
So let me see what's been going on. I've been with Heather<3 everyday. I can't explain how happy I've been lately just because everything has gone back to the way it was before. She's with me when she gets off & with me until she has to go home & go to bed. I never thought this would happen again, .. that I'd have her back like this. Yesterday after she got back from tanning she layed down & I held her & we just layed there. I missed that all so much. I missed the smallest things & now having it all back I realize why I wasn't okay without them.
So last night I called Josh because I'm really worried about him & I don't want him to think I've just stopped caring because I haven't. He wasn't home but called back later that night & everythings okay, .. & he wants help & he misses everything, .. so he's coming over later today to talk about everything.
This week I'll be very busy, not only with Heather<3 but my bestest friend in the entire worlds birthday is SOON! & I promise even though she is upset about it because everyone has kinda been torn apart, .. it will all be perfect. I WILL make it be perfect. Josh wants to talk to Meghan & apologize for everything that went on with that, .. & I talked to April last night about the Heather thing, .. & I got the best news ever. So no matter what, .. she will have a good party.
Anyways, I FINALLY figured out something for my sleeve. Ah, I'm SO excited. After I get Heather's graduation present I'm going to start saving for it. Ehhh!! I want it now.
I had REALLY funny pictures I was going to post. The other day when Heather was here she was sitting in this Tech chair Jess has. It's a really weird chair & if you move a certain way it folds up on you. Well she leaned up & the whole thing like ... ate her. I was taking pictures at the time so I got like 3 of it. Well yesterday when I had to restore the computer AGAIN I completely forgot to send them to myself so I could have them. I lost them. :( So there Heather, .. I don't have them. Ass.
Well, I think I'm done. I have to go get ready to spend the day with my girl. Eh, good times.
I love you Heather. <3