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I went to bed at 6:30 this morning, .. & I just layed there & thought about everything. Everyday that goes by when I think everything will get easier, .. it just gets harder, more difficult not to give in. I've never struggled with something so much in my life. From the point of just wanting everything back .. to wishing she would just open her eyes.
Why now does she want that?
I'm so tired of the same thing every day, .. the days just keep repeating themselves, .. over & fucking over. I never minded days like that before, .. I guess that's because .. well you were in them.
I'm going to go get Josh & get drunk this weekend, .. I need it.
Why now does she want that?
I'm so tired of the same thing every day, .. the days just keep repeating themselves, .. over & fucking over. I never minded days like that before, .. I guess that's because .. well you were in them.
I'm going to go get Josh & get drunk this weekend, .. I need it.