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The past couple of weeks have sucked emotionally. I have so much I really need to do and no energy or drive to do it. Trish is due on Wednesday evening. The house is a mess. I know I need to clean. I don't want to or feel like it. I am tired and depressed. I can't stop thinking about Mom being gone. I'm still upset about the election. Kiddo has been a pill lately. Finances are tight. It doesn't feel like the Christmas season, even though I put the tree up last Monday by myself.
I just feel messed up. b can't help, though he is sweet and sympathetic. He's going through his own down-turn and that makes it harder. Feeling like a crap mom, wife and homemaker right now.
Funny thing is I've been trying to be all positive about it and failing miserably. I think the weather isn't helping. I'm cold a lot now and the sun isn't shining. I think that adds to it.
Enough feeling sorry for myself. I'm going to actually try to accomplish something, I guess. Lately that has meant that kiddo is fed 3 meals a day and the clothes are washed each week and the animals are fed. I need to be doing more.
I just feel messed up. b can't help, though he is sweet and sympathetic. He's going through his own down-turn and that makes it harder. Feeling like a crap mom, wife and homemaker right now.
Funny thing is I've been trying to be all positive about it and failing miserably. I think the weather isn't helping. I'm cold a lot now and the sun isn't shining. I think that adds to it.
Enough feeling sorry for myself. I'm going to actually try to accomplish something, I guess. Lately that has meant that kiddo is fed 3 meals a day and the clothes are washed each week and the animals are fed. I need to be doing more.