May 20, 2005 23:56
wow.
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tonight was, truly, truly horrid..
after the rampant flow of positivity in my life, i definitely didnt need this.
i mean, its so just doesnt make sense, and this reminds me why its not what i want, why ive made the choices ive made.
but im still thankful for the sanity of the few=)..
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And i love this, and it scares me..because...well, i dont know if im doing the right thing
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and oh yes, that too...that scares me as well =)