May 16, 2005 22:40
so i suppose its pointless to update this, except to say that things are looking up, everything's great...Kadenza's amazing...ive met new people (??<3??) and i dont know, im just really happy and relaxed...for now.
except for chemistry, thats horrible.,...but isnt it always, lol?
i think everythings great partly due to the fact that im completely lost, and out of the loop in chorus, which can be a good thing at times...to get away from the cloud of negativity, and insecurities...and all those people bringing you down..
but yea..
im ...ZEN.