And all my efforts are still in vain...
It doesn't matter. Nothing really matters if I can find something interesting enough to distract myself with. I'll just have to go find something amusing to do, and then I'll forget about things for a little while. Even a small amount of time would be fine.
I've sort of fallen into another of my infamous slumps. This didn't just happen, of course; I just realized what it was after thinking about it for a while. Just a period of time when little can make me truly happy and I tend to see the darker side of things a bit more. I can accept it, though, since I know it will go away with time. After all, time heals everything...almost everything, at least...
Hmm. I think I need to round up everyone and do something. Lauren said that Lisa and Alissa were coming back today...so maybe something can be arranged for Saturday or Sunday or something. At least, I hope so.
And dammit, I want my own computer again. Even if I do have to pay an extensive sum of money for it. It will be mine.
I've sort of fallen into another of my infamous slumps. This didn't just happen, of course; I just realized what it was after thinking about it for a while. Just a period of time when little can make me truly happy and I tend to see the darker side of things a bit more. I can accept it, though, since I know it will go away with time. After all, time heals everything...almost everything, at least...
Hmm. I think I need to round up everyone and do something. Lauren said that Lisa and Alissa were coming back today...so maybe something can be arranged for Saturday or Sunday or something. At least, I hope so.
And dammit, I want my own computer again. Even if I do have to pay an extensive sum of money for it. It will be mine.