Lazy Days of Summer
Not much happened today...except my brother found freedom. We went today and picked up a car for my baby brother. Seems like just yesterday I was telling my mom to send him back... and somewhere through time, I found I couldn't do life without him. We were sitting in the house today, and he decided to be a little silly and send me and IM... but the message of the IM wasnt silly.... it said:
Nickel179: YOUR BEAUTIFUL!!!!! AND THE BEST SISTER A KID COULD ASK FOR!!!!
Wow. It made my day. A part of me was pretty sad today. Me and Nick have been close since I have moved home, and in part I know its cause I was his ride everywhere he wanted to go. And now, he doesnt need me for that anymore. He is growing up and moving on, and I feel like I am losing my friend. I don't want to lose my lil bro, but I know I gotta let him grow up. Life can be so bittersweet sometime.
Why am I up so late? I dont know. I really wish i were sleeping, but i just have no desire to turn in for the night. I miss the nights of running around crazy at 2 am doing stupid stuff...walmart, dennys, whatever. There are times when I wish for that life again, knowing it can't be.
Do you ever feel like some days you just suck at life... well, today is one of those kinda days... and I know its cause I jsut got off a God High... I am ready for the fun stuff of summer to start!!!
Nickel179: YOUR BEAUTIFUL!!!!! AND THE BEST SISTER A KID COULD ASK FOR!!!!
Wow. It made my day. A part of me was pretty sad today. Me and Nick have been close since I have moved home, and in part I know its cause I was his ride everywhere he wanted to go. And now, he doesnt need me for that anymore. He is growing up and moving on, and I feel like I am losing my friend. I don't want to lose my lil bro, but I know I gotta let him grow up. Life can be so bittersweet sometime.
Why am I up so late? I dont know. I really wish i were sleeping, but i just have no desire to turn in for the night. I miss the nights of running around crazy at 2 am doing stupid stuff...walmart, dennys, whatever. There are times when I wish for that life again, knowing it can't be.
Do you ever feel like some days you just suck at life... well, today is one of those kinda days... and I know its cause I jsut got off a God High... I am ready for the fun stuff of summer to start!!!