Nov 04, 2005 03:02
Dear Diary,
I hope that I'm just being paranoid... but to be completely honest, I'm quite nervous about this weekend. Things are no where near "normal" in my life right now and I've been way stressed about everything lately (as I know many people have been). I see this weekend as a chance for people to unwind and potentially "relax." I also see the possibility of this stress and tension leading to a less than "relaxing" environment.
I've been so irritable and restless the past few days that I feel like something has got to give. Also, I still have not completely resolved some issues in my life and I feel as though I cannot help but carry them into this weekend.
All I can hope for is that everyone is going into this weekend looking for fun and NOT at the expense of others. I guess I'm just hoping that this weekend proves to be all that it has promised to be in the past.
I should prolly hit the hay. I have my oral early tomorrow morning, then packing, then off to Manchester to visit with some fam before heading to the park.
All My Love,
Mark*Anthony