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Wow- I just realized how long its been since I've written in here, so I thought I'd give an update. I can't wait to move to North Carolina, in fact I want to move now. Rhode Island has been disheartening to say the least. I have loved most everyone that I have met, but it just doesn't feel like home here... Maybe because this is the first time that I have been this far away from my own friends and family. I don't know, but Im ready to pack my bags and go... It sucks cause I wake up every day trying to be happy, but its hard when you feel like you just don't belong someplace. However I will stick it out for as long as necessary for Adam. (Im just keeping my fingers crossed that we will be moving sooner than later- trust me its important for my sanity!) Hopefully I will have a more upbeat journal next time, for now Im focusing on breathing in and out, and not yelling at anyone- which has become increasingly harder these last few days.... Hopefully things will look up soon