A really sad revelation
I've realized that I didn't think out my financial planning well enough then I thought when I started saving for my loft in a couple of years as well as balancing it with tailoring my work schedule so that I can have some peace of mind. I'm thinking that I would have to now swallow my pride, re-adopt the tension that I attempted to leave behind when I had a full work schedule at Tim's, and feel more drained and mentally gone then I do now, which would basically equal up to being in a coma (well, I would think so, anyways).